Go to and attend studies and learn the true meaning of a relationship.
Sounds like your just trying to hurt someone else and they probably are a better man then you will ever be. Go find your own happiness and quit dwelling in the past and involving others who don't really care.
You should get over yourself and what others think. Doesn't make them a loaner or a person who is always going to be alone.
Live your own life and make it even better then it was. Your posts are just taking up room for other people who actually have a missed connection.
Find god and go tolive life the way your fellmsere to and maybe you won't have these of issues instead of making up your own idea of what god is or should of done. People make choices and it seems you just cant deal with it. Your postings make you sound pathetic.
No real man who cares and has moral values for himself would want a woman like that anyways. Makes them live life and be happier about stuff.
Sounds like you have a communication breakdown. Sometimes people change for the better after relationships and don't really learn until they discover that for themselves that they should change who they are in the inside first instead.